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Monday, February 24, 2003
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Today was another rough day for me. I just had to let things sink in. Our skit at church went great, but once that was over I didn't have to think about it anymore and my mind and heart just kind of sank. The message really got to me today too. Under any other circumstance I wouldn't have been effected by it at all probably. But today it just hit me and I just broke down at the end of the service. I didn't want to do it but It just came. I think that really helped me some though, with the praying and the brokeness towards God. After that my mind was a little more clear and I could focus on things again. After Church I went out to lunch with Becky and Kat and Anthony and Micah. I actually had a pretty good time but it just felt so weird not paying for Kat's meal and trying to keep it a friends thing. I think we can make this work though. I am on a dimmer instead of a switch though so its going to take a little bit of time. After lunch I went and hung out in Anthony's room for awhile and we just talked aobut some things and looked at pictures he had around the room and things. It was nice to get my mind off things. After I came back to my room Nikki had called me and she wanted to talk for awhile. She knew I wasn't doing well at church and just wanted me to know She was there if I needed to talk. I was doing better but It was still good to talk to someone for awhile. After that I really decided I needed to take a nap because I only got 4 hours of sleep last night. So from around 5:00 to 7:30 I did just that. I probably would have slept longer but Kat came by my window and wanted to make sure I was doing alright too. We put a puzzle together and played darts for awhile and ate some rice crispy treats. It made me feel good just to have fun together for a little while. Later after that We went to latenight together and we met up with Becky and Anthony again down at the Rot. We played cards the rest of night up until about 8 minutes until curfew. Once I returned to my dorm I talked to my mom and dad on the phone for about an hour. They gave me some good advice and I hope I can put it into practice. For now I think I'm going to head to bed.
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posted by Jeremy Dillinger @ 7:32 AM
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